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May 2, 2006

Stumble It!Wandering Around

Filed under: Pnilosophy — Eric Ptak @ 8:08 am

I’ve been wandering around, wondering about life. Specifically, my thoughts have been gravitating toward my interpersonal relationships, the ones I’ve had with women, and how they’ve affected me both positively or negatively. At work, at the gym, running in the park, walking down the street, I see women constantly. Some are hot looking, some look tantalizing, some are girl-next-door types, some look anteater-tongue-ably delicious, some are plain, some are ugly, and some are just fat. The better-looking ones look too high-maintenance to even bother with, while others, I wonder why they don’t take care of themselves better. The ones who seem the coolest, seem to always have a significant other.

I see a chicks who would be hot, except for the dyed-black hair, the piercings and the tattoos. Perhaps she could lose a couple-fifty pounds so maybe I could see what she really looks like. I don’t know what makes people do that to themselves, to purposely make themselves ugly. Mayhaps in their ugliness they find themselves attractive.

Still, I find myself comparing those women that I see today to women I’ve been involved with in the past. I compare and contrast, good and pad points all around. Of course, the most recent woman I’ve dated is the most apt comparison that I have, but still there are others who have had impacts on my that I also use to draw comparisons with.

And past or present, few amuse me enough right now to say, “Hey, let’s get together and have a good time.” Or “let’s get naked and do things that will make us smile for weeks.”

It’s a lonely existence for me right now.

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